KaterAde

great divide
Current mood:  amorous

Fact: You know sometimes there are people in our lives, ones that we'll never forget. These people have usually had a large impact in our lives, either good or bad. 

Fact: I don't know where I want to go, or what I want to do with my life, all I know is that it does in fact involve Nathan Carr. And that makes me the happiest self I've ever been.

Fact: I love school now.

Fact: I have never been so moved by lyrics in my life:
The earth is shaking under siege 
And every breath will meet its fate 
Still we hunger for a moment of freedom 
Even though the hour is late 

I find hope and it gives me rest 
I find hope in a beating chest 
I find hope in what eyes don't see 
I find hope in your hate for me 

Have no fear when the waters rise 
We can conquer this great divide 
This great divide

Fact: I totally "cyber-stalked" my boyfriend's ex-girlfriend (seeing that she didn't cause any problems again) through facebook and myspace for way too long, and, sadly just recently, gotten over her(??)


There's really no reason for this post, just to simply say hello again. Or hi. Or hey. Or yo, what's up? I miss my friends, but I guess at this stage of my life I'm set out to really find myself. I never got that chance when I was younger. So I didn't know I liked going out, I didn't know I was a shopaholic, I didn't realize that I enjoyed male company as much as I do. Whether it's for a relationship or simply because guys make better friends :-P

I'm so ready for life to pick up, I feel like I've been in school my whole life, even though I took 2 years off to work and "find myself". There was no lost and found during that time of my life. No great epiphanies, nothing of the sort. Instead it brought me a long rough road of pain, hatred, greed, envy, lust, and there's not telling what other deadly sins were committed. Truth be told I was not who I am. I don't regret any of the choices I've made in the past, at all; mainly because they have made me who I am today. I hope that since I am who I am, I can grow to become that person my parents know I can be.

I just hope they realize it's not easy, and it will take time. I mean, nobody's perfect, right?

Another random fact? I'm ready, I really am.